malay ko. natatawa ako sa itsura ko, masyadong seryoso at problemado....
I always get that weird feeling when you look at somebody else’s past. especially if it’s the one you love. I’ve only known her for 2 years and a bit. Yet I feel like my love for her has no way to go anywhere. I tried everything. Literally EVERYTHING I could to let it all go. But everytime I see her, my feelings revitalize. And when I remember the guy that she loved before. All I can say was that he was stupid. He was really stupid to let her go. Because I would give everything for her to love me. But he just threw her away. I envy it sometimes. Those people important to her, especially right now that I’m not. Not anymore.
Wow I haven’t been back here like in a long time. haha..what’s up guys? Guess I’ve been busy about things in quite a while.
I haven’t posted in a while cause I really don’t know what to talk about. Jeez, if she can read this right now, I would bravely ask her here what does she think of me. haha.. But what the hell, the thing is, she can’t read it here. Key word, CAN’T.